DREAM TWERP, DREAM...

The consciousness of poiesis. The reality of art. The time of sound. We live so that we may live, we live so that we don't die...it's this that defines our minds, we are foolish, we don't want to die without laughing. I think its gravity that keeps us from getting happier, the earth the sun, pulling our good emotions down when we are crazy, evaporating conscious thoughts and showing us darkness when all we need is light. The world finds a nook inside us and slips into us. It's not easy but it stays there till we are full of the light. The light meets the darkness and they speak of the software inside the head filled with shadows, stories and crazy things. The night is only the memory of the day and the day memory of the night. I finally figured it out, emotions are dreams, playing hide and seek with us...The darkness looks like the sun every morning. Its a mad, mad universe and the reason we exist is nothingness. The big question still remains, "What do we do when we encounter beings from distant stars ? "...as i looked at the sky...there was a large white bright moving object and it was moving through the clouds, must have been a UFO same guys who sai d cheese where are they now...It will take an eternity to explain eternity. We are connected to each other, let that sink in. Mah! the rational explanation of almost everything. God is communicating with us at frequency that is mysterious. Why do we forget that there is spirituality even without us, with us, more than us...Does God believe in magic ??? Even if we practice a lot, make deductions, analyse we will never be able to comprehend how big the universe is, there is a strange feeling that we might never reach where we are expected but that is the key, expectations are changing into thoughts with time...the sublime feeling of accomplishment awaits those who understand the magic of the moment, its timeless...so let the sun rise... the moon shine and don't count the stars even if you want to. Is the universe as infinitely small as it is infinitely big ?
Only to make matters boring...it dawned on me that we live in a fine tuned absolutely perfect universe...the mystery becomes mysterious ! We've been floating in space since ages...i'm sure there is a reason...(looks like there has always been chips...) !...and since its dark everywhere...looks like the universe 'is' hiding something ! Life gives you chips when you ask for meaning... Nobody goes thinking about deep space for a long time...even those who went to the moon came back ! Space is looking for ourselves. We can stop time by letting go of the intellect. Affection a form of gravity...i found my consciousness, it's inside me alright...it just needs more coffee. The place where thoughts condense into words...The place where the universe condenses into words...Lost in dimensions and things in space. Time is everything and life is short.The universe seems like a giant puzzle, we cannot yet comprehend it but it is nevertheless beautiful.i dreamt if i found the colours and you were not watching from the stars and you, i would paint you a picture, but the night..... again slowly.....so long as i think of you , may you be happy. Distant echoes of peace, in the mountains of emotions the light of words and colours of consciousness, reflect in the dark dreams of the vast universe of the soul...there is a time warp between being peaceful and really peaceful ....dreams of .....there is no such thing as too much magic...the magic in our world; magic in our heads;magic in our life; logic in our heads; logic in our world; logic in our life. Learning to play with the mind, timeless...
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Friends and music,...the silence is the invitation to the concert we are all invited......not a single ufo today, where have all of them gone, just a few dragons in the park and few flying fishes... if our thoughts are eternal and if every passing moment is not the day, how come there's tomorrow ...no, we're not dreaming now, about dreaming...It's strange. We are looking for ourselves. We are probably all that needs to happen to us when we are looking. We are just souls in suspended animation! We are all united by the soul. It seems like it is different from others but deep inside it is magic. Looks the same feels the same and likes the same songs when no one is there. It flies with the moment it swims with the tides. Every bit of it cries out for the same things that we care about. It is light in the vast dark mortal energy of life. Can you feel it ? Deep inside it's in everything that matters. There is no sun, no earth, nor anybody who is alone because there is no time to be alone, everything is eternal and each thing listens. Whatever it is that is inside us is powerful. It changes the way we look at things, and the way we do things. The fact still is that how can it be present in us all the time and we not know about it. Why can't we imagine things in isolation? Mystery deepens because we are all the same, so what makes us different. Yesterday was fine...today i'm completely satisfied...words have no meaning...why should we die...we are completely mad why should we be mad...How can matter exist in our minds and at the same time we can ask a question about it existing ? The beginning and the end are more or less the same, language makes them different! What makes us human.Every time I come close to understanding life the universe and almost everything...I have to wake up ! That moment when things fade into yourself and you can feel that you are alive. Obviously, other wonderful things happened in the big bang, because definitely the earth and the stars weren't the only things..the mystery of the universe is an abstract concept, not physical...it is different for different people and since we exist as only a thought what comes before thinking could be nothing but the thought that we exist as a thought in the  universe only in a different way... similar thoughts which existed caused fluctuations and what resulted is consciousness...feedback from the soul converts thoughts into waves....Does the universe change by our perception? ...since we exist as only a thought why are we real ? That moment when things fade into yourself and you can feel that you are alive. We are flowing with time and emotions. The right feelings, the right words, with the right frame of mind at the right time. The moment we want to see what is before us things have changed, everything happens fast. The world is not enough when we want to understand it. The thoughts are far away in the infinity of the edge of the universe. Do we really know where we are from? Sadness is the blindspot of human consciousness. We are conceptual, when things change us we become real, when we observe things we are happy.  The universe is a result of a unique timing of events...we are experiencing everything in different ways... that could be infinity !